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| i haven't written in a week and i am truly sorry. I guess a lot has happened. My beautiful sister is up from Costa Mesa and i was so glad that she is here.But yeah we have gotten into too many fights. this makes me really sad. I called her rude names and told her to go back to college. I hurt her and i felt so horrible. I still feel bad think about it. I fell bad for saying things that i definitely didn't mean. But she has forgiven me and i her. My guy friend hasn't called me and i know that i must have not meant much to him because he won't contact me, he won't even try to call me. I am confused and kinda hurt but whatever i will survive.Life is pretty hard but i already wrote about that.Oh another exciting thing that has happeneed this past week. My big brother ran into a telephone pole. His car doesn't run at least i don't think it does. he looked down to grab his ipod and he swerved well you should just read his post, if your eally want to read it go to chapelfreaks xanga. yeah it was pretty scary. I won't be on xanga for a long time because like usual i am in trouble. Well i had a huge thing to write but it all just escaped from my head because i just got on trouble and i have a feeling that i won't be online for awhile. So yeah see you soon and sorry that i couldn't have written about everything, for i am in trouble...again.
Luv you all,
Beka
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| This is gonna be pretty short. My parents are back from Belize!!! i was really excited to see them. but they had to come back to quite a lot of crap...literally. My cat crapped at the end of my brothers bed, and a few days ago she pissed on his bed. Spaz (my cat) is ten years old so i blame old age, but my parents blame us. Because we didn't let her out enough. Now she will be banned from our house at night. That really sux for me because she is like my favorite animal ever. you know how kids have their little favorite stuffed animal that they can't sleep with out it? Well thats my cat, except that she is not stuffed, she is alive. yesh i love my cat and i hope that she can survive the winter. i will write later,
love,
Beka
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| today has been a long day. I woke up around 6ish and i have been go,go,go all freakin day. But i have enjoyed almost every minute of it.I have seen Cody 4 times today. All of you who know Cody know how much energy it takes to hang out with him. So yeah him and i hung out a heck of a lot, but like i said i loved every minute. Today was my last day of school until the third of January!! YAH!!! and it was an good day. At school we had a party, and since almost everyone has to take shakesphere we had to dress up. Of course i did NOT dress up but other people did and it was funny. Bodi dressed up the most extreme and it looked like he was wearing drapes, old ugly puffy drapes all over himself. That was funny. Then we played soccer a lot but i will leave the boring stuff out of it. Then i went to Wal Mart with my brother and his girl and we waited for cody to get off work. I thought that i was gonna finally go home but i found out that cody had to take nick home but first he had to take him to McDonalds. So we were ordering and Me,steven,and my brother were in the back of Cody's jeep and steven leaned over and honked the horn several times at the person before us. The guy opened his door and gave Cody a dirty look, but i don't remeber what he said, but Cody got scared. Then we were still driving through and the same guy in fornt of us car started like shaking and we heard very profane language coming out of the car. It sounded like demons it was pretty scary. The guys were all like thinking up plans of how to escape the drive through if the guys pulled out a gun. It was funny yet scary. that was a other you-had-to-be-there story. Yeah now i am home and i can't sleep because my parents are coming home tomorrow and my sister is coming up from college on SATURDAY!!! i am so happy! well that was my day, my blog will be even longer saturday because tonight there is gonna be a huge party and i am gonna have a blast!!! Love you all and good night,
Love,
Beka
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| Today i went to Meg and Lisa's house to help clean up for Liv and Meg's sweet sixteen party!!! I painted and i umm moved a couch and i watched meg work. It was really fun. I had shrimp something it was really yummy. We laughed a lot and it was just flat out fun. I can't wait for the party!! It is gonna be so fun! Yeah then we went to youth group and it was really boring!!! and stuff happened. And i found out that one of my friends is going to the doctor on friday for his heart. So please pray for my friend( i don't want to give out his name) but yeah keep him in your prayers. Today was good, i took a chemistry test but i didn't finish it, i have to take it tomorrow. Oh yeah, Cody and i are friends. Some of you may not know but we were kinda yeah, we are good. So tomorrow is a Christmas party and i know that it will be a long day because i have to clean the house. My parents are coming home on FRIDAY!!!! and my sister will be here on SATURDAY!!! i am so happy, well yeah have a great day or week or whatever. Peace out ya'll, and sorry that this isn't very exciting.
Love you all,
Beka
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| I thought that this great day would end great but God had other plans. I went to the play with Hannah and it was really fun. We made fun of everyone and all that jazz. The bad thing was when i got home i got online and Dane was online so i started to talk to him, it seemed like a fun conversation. But i was wrong, Dane got mad at me and said that what i was writing was trivial and meaningless. So i got a lil mad, then we got in a huge fight. I am crying because i thought that Dane and i would be really good friends again, but like i said i was wrong. He has changed...a lot. I can't write anymore right now because i am really upset i will write tomorrow night.I am really sad. life throws so much crap at your face, everything seems fine but then <BAM> everything sux.
Beka
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